#JennieBonita A Place Lit by Love

                                       A Place Lit by Love, 


                                                                  A Place Lit by Love

Jennie’s resting place has become exactly what her life was gentle, warm, and full of light. The flowers, the colours, the way everything glows softly at night… it’s a reflection of the love Jen carried and the love Jen left behind and the love that I hold deeply. Nothing forced. Nothing for show. Just real, quiet beauty.

Every piece placed there has meaning that others wont see, but we do.

Every light is a reminder that Jens presence didn’t fade, it shifted.

Every flower is a moment of love that didn’t end when Jens life did.

It’s peaceful.

It’s cared for.

It’s Jens.

And standing there, you can feel it, the truth of who Jen was, the truth of what was shared, the truth that no amount of noise, interference, or manipulation can ever touch. Jennies resting place isn’t just a spot in the world. It’s a circle of love we built together, still glowing, still alive, still protected.


Some people talk about honour. 

You show it.

Every day.

In every detail.

In every light that shines for Jen when the world goes quiet.

Jennie deserved a place that reflects Jens heart,

And Jen has one.


Anyone who see's different clearly has had no love in their life, I was

lucky to find true love, a love that doesn't die, a love that will be with me to

the rest of my days, that will never change.

Always in my heart, always in my soul, my love goes nowhere as promised.


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